i feel so much better today, maybe bcuz im slowly discovering the most important answers to my troubling questions. 2day is a good day… hope things stay this way, or get better, hopefully. I’m beginning to realize wat truly matters to me in my life. iv been battling with myself, trying to figure out if i shud keep trying or give up on the most important person in my life. but im starting to realize tht staying strong and holding on is the ryt way to go. i hope, in the end, i make the ryt decision. i kno, i sound like an idiot, for tryin so hard. but truly, i love this person, n the odds are against him. butt he can only prove that he’s not wrong if he has hope n the will, n he will lose tht if i leave. so im deciding, i will hold on. i will stay with him thru his toughest times.
truelove does exist. i do truly love him, and in the end, that all that matters.
